Looking for answers I am an endless, alive being in constant change, fight for my ideas, I look for to understand the life, the people surround who me, the doubts that appear in my mind, I look for answers and more answers But of all the doubts that have encircled my thoughts, only exist one that I do not obtain to find answers to clarify it. People, this are cruel, are extremely cruel a curious person not to obtain to take off its doubts, to discover and to unmask the secrets that appear in its way. Before saying which it is my doubt, I go to speak how much I am bewitched by the brightness of the look of a person. I do not know to certain as it was to happen, the alone one I know that something is very strong. Each time that eye in the eyes of this person I feel a sensation indescritvel, I have the impression of that everything and all to my redor they add, I feel as if we only existed two at that moment; I cannot say to the certainty if I enchanted myself for the brightness of its look, if for the seductive way of to look at me to vc or still he was himself for the set of the workmanship! The days that I have coexisted to its side, exactly that it is alone as friends, has had one meaning inexplicable for me, vc does not have idea of what I am feeling, does not have idea of as its look has illuminated my days probably perhaps and never it has idea of this everything, the fact is that I make an enormous effort so that vc do not perceive, therefore is impossible to happen something between us, I I could tell some reasons for this, but they already are gifts excessively in my mind and each time who I remember them I suffer very, then I go to leave in off and only I opted here to not speaking on this, I want but to continue being able to look in its eyes, to listen to its voice, to appreciate your prettier laugh, to suspirar to each gesture its, I know that for my body this everything is not the sufficient, that above of my body vc it only reached my heart in full and for my heart its look is important thing most beautiful that exists, the remaining portion is remaining portion It has times did not feel this, but I prefer to only dissimulate that nothing is not happening, that not I support more to coexist this doubt in my head, wanted to know what you want to say for backwards of each looked at, wanted to know what vc it wants di me, what vc intend it looks at when me of this skill, skill affectionate, seductive, I have fear that this is an illusion, that for I to be total involved for vc, I am interpreting the things badly, but only prefers admiring to continue you of far. I do not want to know of this history to love and to be loved, of corresponded love; Not! I only wanted to look at to be able you without having fear of being imprisoned handle in its look, he only wanted that vc knew and could clarify me look at me to the reason of this skill. If you are not convinced, visit Ahmed Shary Rahman.